TrustTrustTrust
It’s such a small word, Only five letters long So why this fight over it I trust you as much
As I can at the moment And if that isn’t enough Then im sorry
You walk away, even After you promised that You wouldn’t, you would Never turn your back on me And you do, leave me here
You leave me here with tears I don’t know what to say to this How to act or what to do now All I can do is sit and watch You slowly walk away from me I don’t want you to, but I cant Say anything to stop you.
You walk aw
I Trusted YouBuild me up to knock me down Is that the way you intend to love me? To build me up and to, knock me down Well baby, I’ve had enoughI Trusted You
I wont let you turn me around When I say this final goodbye I wont, let you see, the tears in my eyes To know that this; is breaking my heart
So you tried to build me up,
And then you, knocked me down, How many times did I let you screw me over? How can I count the times when I don’t, Even know the ways.
Damn, I trusted you.
I Helped Myself‘Take care of yourself’I Helped Myself
‘Look at yourself deeper’
‘See what’s beyond the eye’
‘Try and help yourself’
I know people care; I know they love me, Feel their worry and helplessness, I do; To look at myself on the inside, I plea, Somebody help me to know false from true.
How do I look so deep that I’m lost again? Without being drawn in, losing my identity I don’t want to know or relive that pain I’ve searched so long and hard for serenity
From pain and helplessness I surfaced, To charades and lies I now live this life Histo
Which Is Which?Living life each day Just to escape this pain To live a lie, a charade To not be hurting anymoreWhich Is Which?
Love is the day and yet Pain is the night again One by one they kill me Together they create me
Needing each other to Survive this lonely world To love leads to be hurt Know one to know the other
Love is the side of pain She doesn’t like to know Pain is the side of love He refuses to admit to
They are one and yet People refuse to know it One is the other, they are Together as one being
Red MemoriesIn the mirror.Red Memories
No reflection but I'm there Washing off the red Washing off the stain. It might come clean but will always be there.
The water swirling down the drain Changes almost the mahogony For a moment Then dilutes- Burgundy Maroon Scarlet Pink
Peach- Gone! but never really gone.
My hands appear clean The rusty taste in my mouth
But a memory now... A strong memory. Painful, terrible A "Call the doctor, We're losing him!" kind of memory.
A memory
that never turns o
Beneath her masqueradeHer ice green eyes are locked away, Temptation they should parade, But always blocking the truth she holds, Is her repulsive masquerade.Beneath her masquerade
Cascading hair of golden brown, Heavens lights cherade, Enclosing the face of an angel - Is her dreadful masquerade.
And her lips hold every curve, Lifes sweetest lemonade, Ever known to man on Earth, Beneath her masquerade.
Beautiful mind, one of a kind, Pure and wise it was made, Unshared with any other beings, Because of her masquerade.
MeIf they found out, if they saw, they would be the first gone.Me
She wouldn't. My best friend is silent and silence is my best friend.
She sees, and she doesn't say a thing. So unatainable, yet so sweet.
Around her, I'm myself, yet I will never love her.
I'm stubborn, bold, speak the truth and never break.
Secret dreams are all around, secrets are all around me.
I cry inside, it's on my mind constantly and it kills me that
I have to stand here smiling, pretending nothing is wrong.
How much more can I take? It's so important.
I can take an infinty. Never break, never sho
Black RosesA black rose lay beside my stone cold body, Red roses fell on top, along with warm tears falling from pale faces. Broken hearts pity me, all i am is a lonely soul. My eyes flickerd upwards as one last rose fell, into my darkness. I was so lost, so alone.Black Roses
The light disapeared,
it all went black. Cold shrill screams filled the air i used to breath, when the people loved me,
when i wasnt alone,
The ghost of me lived, but i died, now i was a useless wreck.
They didnt need me, They didnt want me, They didnt love me.
But now im go
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